January 28, 2012

MRI Report

Hello All,

As many of you know, Charlie had an appointment with his neurologist on Thursday to check in about results of his recent MRI.  This was Charlie's first appointment with Dr. Dowling at Children's Hospital in Dallas.  I have quite a bit of information to share with you, some good and some difficult.  I will try my best to explain things clearly and to give you an accurate picture of Charlie's brain scan.

First the good news.  Dr. Dowling was enthused by Charlie's ability to connect with him, smile, laugh and interact socially.  Dowling explained to me (Sarah) that most of the patients he sees have neurological disorders and brain damage that prevent them from socially interacting with their family and others.  Once again, I realized how lucky we are in Charlie's gregarious social nature, his desire to connect and his healthy smile.

This was Charlie's third MRI.  His first was in the NICU - a haunting picture of his brain hemorrhage when it was new.  It was like looking at a lake, below the surface of which there hid an underwater city.  The second MRI was taken when Charlie was three months old.  The images showed the bleed in the process of being absorbed by the body, very little scar tissue and a foggy field of brain matter surrounded by healthy brain.  To continue with my metaphor, it was as if the flood waters had receded to reveal a water-logged city.  At the time, Charlie's neurologist, Dr. Majeed, explained that we would have to wait and see which parts of the city survived the flood.  On Thursday, the wait was over and I was able to take a peek inside Charlie's precious head.

I saw a beautifully clear photo of Charlie's brain.  I could see that the previously foggy field of affected brain was no longer present.  The affected area did not survive the bleed, but died away leaving a dark hole in the center of his brain's right hemisphere.  Looking into the black space of Charlie's brain was very difficult and I'm still not sure how I feel about seeing this photo.  I have created a little sketch to show you what I saw.  (Hopefully I'll be able to replace these drawings in the near future with the actual MRI images.  But until then, my silly cartoons will suffice.)

The next image I was shown, highlighted the extensive scar tissue that surrounds Charlie's black space.  As with any wound, the body creates scar tissue to secure and protect the body from further damage.  Unfortunately, scar tissue in the brain creates impenetrable walls, which stop or stall messages from being sent and received in the brain and body.  If the brain creates a descending message to the body and that message is stopped or stalled by scar tissue, then the brain will fire off another message.  And another.  And another.  This creates shaking and twitching and palsy in the body.  We have seen some of these signs in Charlie.  The thick black lines in my sketch below represent the scar tissue on the right side of Charlie's brain.

As you can see, the scar tissue extends backwards and forwards into the frontal lobe.  Dr. Dowling explained that this front portion of the brain doesn't develop until puberty and that we need to prepare ourselves for lots of neurological change when Charlie reaches Jr. High age.  Most kids go a little nutty around that time, but Charlie may also have to contend with (if he hasn't already) late-onset epilepsy, depression, learning disorders, personality disorders, Autism and more.  Again, these are not diagnoses, Charlie is simply at a much higher risk for these disorders.

One of the first things that Charlie's NICU doctors explained to me, was that his brain bleed had reached the Thalamus.  This is still the case.  Charlie's Thalamus, which is like the mother-board of the brain, is damaged.  Most of the sensory signals, like auditory (sound), Visual, Somatosensory (from your skin and internal organs), go through this organ on their way to other parts of the brain for processing.   It also plays a function in motor control.  The other part of the brain that controls motor function is the Medulla Oblongata, a funny Mickey Mouse shaped thing at the base of the brain.  Charlie's Medulla was also damaged by the bleed.  It looked like the Medulla was a sweater that had been moth-eaten, left thread-bare and misshapen.  Again, here is a cartoonish sketch of Charlie's Medulla.

The final photo that Dr. Dowling shared with me was of Charlie's Corpus Callosum.  The Corpus Collosum is usually a thick bundle of connective tissue (like wires) that create a bridge of communication between the left and right hemispheres of the brain.  It usually resembles bundled cables.   Instead of being thick and full, Charlie's bridge started thick at the base and quickly thinned into a spindly string.  As you can imagine, this presents huge obstacles for Charlie when trying to coordinate impulses, movement and thought.  Here is my last drawing.

We did receive some good news.  Charlie's Cerebellum (also known as the reptilian brain) is perfect and totally untouched by the bleed.  The Cerebellum is the little fern-like mini-brain at the back of the head that hangs out near the brain stem.  It is associated with the regulation and coordination of breathing, digestion, circulation, elimination, temperature, the fight or flight response, movement, posture and balance.

Dr. Dowling was very pleased to see that Charlie has free and easy movement of his left leg.  It is not rigid or taught in the way that Charlie's left arm and hand tend to be.  This freedom of movement in his "affected" leg and the in-tact Cerebellum are encouraging signs in Charlie's battle to crawl and walk.  At this moment in Charlie's development, he is unable to sit up unassisted, crawl or walk.  He is, however, and expert roller!  And we are constantly pulling him out from under furniture.  As you can imagine, Charlie is VERY determined.

I know that most of the information we shared here is difficult to read, much less comprehend.  What does it all mean for our Wonder Boy?  It means that he can look forward to a childhood filled with therapy and medical tests.  It means that every physical, mental, emotional and educational stride he makes will be hard fought and hard won.  It means that every impulse he ever has in his life will be translated and re-routed.  It means that he will be delayed.  It means he will be frustrated.  It means that he may not do all the things we hope for him.  And it means we have no idea what Charlie's future holds.  To say that Jack and I are not completely terrified would be untrue.  But in these moments when we're forced to face the realities of Charlie's extensive brain damage, we comfort ourselves by being present with Charlie. One look at our son soothes our fear of the unknown and reminds us how lucky we are to be here with him. 

Speaking of the future, Dr. Dowling has ordered an EEG and lots of other tests for Charlie.  He also encouraged us to stick with the therapies.  The brain grows and changes through outside stimuli and therapy is all about stimulating Charlie in a variety of ways.  We will continue seeing our wonderful physical therapist (Lori) and speech therapist (Michelle).  We are also, with the amazing help of Kenna's Kids, beginning occupational therapy at Baylor's Our Children's House.

Congratulations!  You've made it to the end of this immense post. Thank you for all your support and love.  Charlie is thriving because of the incredible support of his community.  Gratitude, gratitude - nothing but gratitude.  We would like to leave you with this wonderful video we took of Charlie tonight.  My hope is that it will soothe your fears and remind you that all we have is THIS moment.  Sometimes, the only thing you can do is laugh...

Sarah Greenman

January 22, 2012

Expanding Therapy

Charlie has been in physical therapy since he was seven weeks old.  He loves his therapist, Lori from The Warren Center, and will continue working with her until he grows too old for ECI services.  Charlie has had such wonderful progress with Lori that he is now in need of extended therapies.  Out patient occupational therapy is pricey and has, until now, been unattainable for the Greenman Family.  However, with the help of Kenna's Kids, Charlie's therapy schedule is about to change.

Charlie had a physical assessment this weekend at Our Children's House through Baylor Hospital.  He met an occupational therapist who played with Charlie for two hours.  At the end of the session, she recommended weekly occupational therapy appointments.  Next week, Charlie will have a similar assessment for aqua therapy.  We are so very grateful to Kenna's Kids of this incredible opportunity.  Both the Warren Center and Our Children's House will be providing different types of therapy, all of which will help Charlie overcome the effects of his stroke.  As a show of our gratitude, we made this video of Charlie's first OT appointment made possible by Kenna's Kids.  Charlie is a happy camper!

January 18, 2012

Charlie is one of Kenna's Kids!

We have some very exciting news...

Here are the many different ways that you can get involved:

Every year, Kenna's Kids hosts a fantastic golf tournament called Kenna's Cup.  This is their biggest fundraising day of the year!  For those of you who play golf and live in the DFW area or are willing to travel a bit, Kenna's Cup is for YOU!

DATE: Saturday, June 23, 2012
PLACE: Golf Club at Frisco Lakes
TIMES: Morning Tournament: 7:30 AM, Afternoon Tournament: 1:30 PM
FORMAT: Both Tournaments are 18 Holes of 2-Man Scramble
TOURNAMENT FEE: $100 per player or $200.00 per team.
To Play All 36 Holes (Both Tournaments) Fee: $175 per player or $350 per team. 

(Mulligan / Hole in One Packages will be sold during registration on the day of these events.) Last year Kenna's Kids presented the winner of our hole-in-one contest with a brand new car from Five Star Ford in Plano, don't miss the 2012 Kenna Cup! The next winner could be you!

Following the afternoon tournament is the Annual Kenna's Kids Ball Drop Contest.
For those of you who want to participate, but can't attend the tournament, the Ball Drop is for YOU! Each Ball is $10.00 and worth 1 entry in the Ball Drop Contest.  The first few balls in the hole win BIG prizes.

If you have a business and are interested in sponsoring one of the holes or a food and beverage cart on the day of the tournament please contact Jeremy Pigott at  972-342-1758 or at JBP@kennaskids.org.

 If you'd like to donate directly to Kenna's Kids, click HERE.

Lunch/Dinner & Awards:
Lunch and dinner will follow each tournament at Frisco Lakes Club House in the Frisco Lakes Community. Charlie and the Greenman family will be present with the other recipients to share their story and give us an update on Charlie's progress.

Sign Up Information:
To sign up for the tournament, to buy a golf ball for the ball drop or to find out more about sponsoring a hole or a beverage cart, please contact:
Jeremy Pigott at  972-342-1758 or at JBP@kennaskids.org
Matt Kucholtz at 214-250-4651 or at Mkucholtz@kennaskids.org

Stay updated with Kenna's Kids via their Facebook Page.

January 12, 2012

Play Time with Charlie

We wanted to share some recent photos of Charlie at play.  He continues to meet with his therapist twice a week, working on core strength, posture, hand-eye coordination and even some fine motor skills.  Charlie thoroughly enjoys his sessions and continues to widen the scope of his play-time activities. 

Here he is with Lori, his therapist from the ECI program via the Warren Center.

Charlie has a big week ahead of him.  He has an MRI on Friday morning, January 20th followed by a physical evaluation at Baylor on the 21st.  Its been over a year since his last MRI, and Charlie's doctors are eager to take another look inside his brain.  They'll be looking at his original brain hemorrhage and also for signs of seizure activity.  Thank you for keeping Charlie in your thoughts and prayers!